What's my/your Irish name?

Your Irish Name Is...

Clara Doyle

What's your Irish Name?

What does my/your birth date mean??

Your Birthdate: August 18

You are a cohesive force - able to bring many people together for a common cause. You tend to excel in work situations, but you also facilitate a lot of social gatherings too. Beyond being a good leader, you are good at inspiring others. You also keep your powerful emotions in check - you know when to emote and when to repress. Your strength: Emotional maturity beyond your years Your weakness: Wearing yourself down with too many responsibilities Your power color: Crimson red Your power symbol: Snowflake Your power month: September

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

hip hop dance

went for e hip hop dance class (yes, hip hop.. haa..) at e fitness ctr lz nite... i thk it has been donkey years dat i really go for dance classes le (i attended 中国舞蹈 classes in pri sch... ya, pri sch, 可想而知,有多久以前了... keke..)

duno whthr im old le, 反应慢了 or wat reason is it, i jz find it so hard to catch up those dance steps... haa.. but im nt e only one who cant follow la... *heng* hehe..

anyway it was real fun lor... thk nx wk i'll still go agn bah... heh...

and they played Rain's song for e dance(yup, it's e song dat's playing now)... i love it... haha.. :p

wednesday, the 不三不四 day of the week

its wednesday le (e 不三不四 day of e week)... jz fnsh my lunch...

was quite bz tis few days at wrk cos mth end closing agn... but actually its good to b bz at wrk la, cos e time passes real fast whn u r bz... i like it... heh...

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got my progress package... duno shld say happy or not happy... u noe la, we pple r always greedy, nthg is ever enuff for us... 永远都不够 heh...

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few days ago (or jz ytd? 4gotten.. haa), S showed me e katharine hamnett watch she's interested in... hah... my 1st reaction was... wow!!! so the very ex lor... haa... but really nice la... actually if u cn afford and u like it very the much, i thk cn buy la... *opps* haha...

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din go to e gym at all for e whole lz week cos inconvenient... (wahaa... wat an excuse!) anyway will b gg 2nite la... wan mk e fullest use of e $ i invested in it... hee...

S say she oso thking of joining... i hope she join la, so nx time i cn go wif her... lk dat nt so lonely mah... hehe...

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receive email fr e 2 cute ones lor... saying thr'll b gathering... but so sad, they chose sat for e gathering... i nd to go for my class, cnnt join them...

same as S, i miss e whole bunch of them so much, miss e monday nites, miss e jokes... aiyo, jz miss everything la... tot this gathering cn let me 重温一下... but i gotto miss it agn...

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ok lar, will stop here 1st... cos agm asked me to chk thgs.. (kaoz... i jz came bk fr lunch leh.. and my lunchtime not ovr yet lor...)

mood forecast : 不三不四 lor (heh...)

回忆

一天过去了... 新的一天又来了...

时间不由得我们掌控, 它就这样渐渐的, 渐渐的溜走...

留下的也只是回忆..............................

mood forecast : 无奈的

(又是一个失眠夜...)

Album of the month -March '06

歌手：张惠妹 专辑：我要快乐?

黑色幽默?

thr's 2 queues in the heaven...

1 of e queues was real long, so long dat u cant see e end of it.. and e sign in front of tis queue is "Man being dorminated by his wife"..

another queue, thr's only 1 man standing thr... and e sign in front of tis queue is "Man not being dorminated by his wife"...

everyone was so amazed by him...

e pple went up to him and asked "How did u do it?"

e man answered "i duno, my wife asked me to stand here.."

well... well... well...

heard tis joke fr ps prince 2day..

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ps prince's msg today was real good... exactly wat i had been thking of recently... it really touches me a lot... i felt so much lighter aft e whole svc... i duno, i jz kp wanting to ptl... haa.. PTL!

mood forecast : 解脱的

累

3 more mths.... 3 more mths, everythg nd to be settled... 3 more mths, everythg will b different le...

tis is not wat we will expect or we want to expect... its not, definitely not!

im so tired, so so tired... tired of all these dat has been happening, be it family, friendship or health... tired of trying to show oths dat im strong(in fact, im not).. tired of hearing those thgs dat i don wana hear.. tired of worrying... tired of tis, tired of dat...

its an attack, im sure its an attack... trying hard to win tis battle...

appreciate those who has shw ur concerns recently.. 万分感激...

mood forecast : 疲惫

歌曲：我要快乐

my fav song at this moment...

歌手：张惠妹 专辑：我要快乐

又被爱伤了一遍
无所谓当作成长
刚刚走开的人
烟还点着味道却淡了
我并不是天生爱寂寞
却比任何人都多
就算把世界给我
我还是一无所有
我要快乐 我要能睡的安稳
有些人不抱了才温暖 离开了才不恨
我早应该割舍
我要快乐 哪怕笑的再大声
心不是热的
全都是假的
只有眼泪是真的
把从前想了一遍
谢谢了伤我的人
想做乐观的人
每种雨声听了都不冷
我并不是天生爱寂寞
却比任何人都多
就算把世界给我
我还是一无所有
我要快乐 我要能睡的安稳
有些人不抱了才温暖 离开了才不恨
我早应该割舍
我要快乐 哪怕笑的再大声
心不是热的
全都是假的
我的决定是对的

mood forecast --> 天使 vs 恶魔

hmm... cant find {张惠妹's 我要快乐} to play here... so its still {Angela 张韶涵's 真的}, oso a song i like...

你剪头发啊??

alright... today din hear any "你受了甚么打击, 为甚么把头发剪的这么短?"... heh.. but more "你剪头发啊??"

well oh well... wat ans are u expecting whn u asked this qn??

"oh, no la, i wore a wig!!" ?? or
"oh, no la, my hair dropped by themselves!!" ?? or
"errr.. no leh, this morning i woke up bcum lk dat liao!!" ?? or
"no la, i ate them up!!" ??

haha...

fr a long hair to a short hair, if i din cut it, den wat happen to my hair??

ok la... i noe they ask tis qn is for the sake of asking or for the sake of politeness.. but... i still don understand why... why ask "你剪头发啊??", whn its obviously 我剪头发了...

anyway thanks for noticing dat i cut-ted my hair... heezz....

没受甚么打击啊!

everytime whn i cut my hair short, pple will ask "你受了甚么打击, 为甚么把头发剪的这么短?" den i'll ans "没受甚么打击啊.."

cutting my hair short consist of several reasons.. can be simple ones like i jz got e feeling to change a new image heh... or my natural curl hair start to qiao lai qiao qu le (difficult to manage) and i don feel like rebonding my hair agn... or i cant thk of any new hairstyle for my long hair liao... or etc etc...

but of cos thr's indeed still times dat i really 受了 some 打击, dat's y i cut my hair... haa... but not often la...

today i cut my hair short agn.. so i believe pple will start asking me e same qn agn le... and i have to gv e same ans agn...

What gender is your brain???

Your Brain is 66.67% Female, 33.33% Male

Your brain leans female You think with your heart, not your head Sweet and considerate, you are a giver But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you!

What Gender Is Your Brain?

hmmm....

e wonder woman wonders again... haa!

wondering shld i or i shld nt... did sm surveys le... seems to be in a 50%-50% situation nw... *faint*

nvm... i'll mk e decision by 2day... hehe...

should we ..... ??

the wondery mind wonders again...

smthimes i wonder, should we expect others to change their "not so good" characters to good character, or should we jz accept others "not so good" characters as it is??

if we expect others to change... den should we, ourselves change too??
if we, ourselves don change... den whr on earth we got e rights to expect others to change??

if we jz accept others e way as they are... den does this means we are letting e "not so good" characters to continue wrking in tis person??
if e "not so good" characters continue to wrk in tis person... den wat kind of effect will it has??

thr's no right or wrong answer between these 2 ways...

but me, as a wonder woman, will smtimes jz wonder.......................

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sm matters are still left unsettled... i thk tis is e toughest problem we hv ever met bah... all of us are trying hard to thk of a solution... and the real good solution is not out yet...

and i noe i have lost my focus le.. im now focusing on e problem, focusing on hw to solve the problem...

opps... dat's not wat im suppose to do, isnt it??!!

and mayb dat's y im so depressed recently bah...

星期一有点blue...

as usual.... monday blues... heh... jz don hv the mood to do anythg bt no choice still had to do, esp aft tking a day leave on fri, thr's quite a lot of thgs to clear 2day...

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lz nite went to e airport to pick my bro... e journey seems to be unusually long.... im tired, almost gg to fall aslp.. bt lucky my mum's beside me, if not, i cant imagine if i really close my eyes and......

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long journey, tired thou, bt a good chance for me to hv a heart to heart tok wif my mum...

due to my "rebelness" & "stubbornness", i always don listen to her advices and always try to go against her will... (i mean smtimes nt always.. :p) bt i realise smtimes if i were to listen to her advices or follow her will, thgs will nt end up in e wrg way... a very simple example: she always ask me to slp early if not, i'll get sick agn wif insufficient slp, bt i always refuse to listen to her and slept very late, den indeed, i got sick aft sm days of insufficient slps... *_*

so my conclusion: "不听老人言, 吃亏在眼前"... true indeed... haa...
aft all she's still e one who understands me the most...

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update : Lunchtime now...

Lunch-in 2day so tk tis time to blog agn... hee...

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read shin ming newsppr lz fri... saw e news, e result is finally out... life sentence for dat person... fair? unfair? not for me to mk any comments...

e newsppr described wat has actually happened... bt believe it or not? haa... i thk i'll choose not to believe bah... everythg is jz too cruel... too cruel for e victim... its horrible... tears went running in my eyes whn i was reading it... hw can a person do such thg to another person??!! terrible terrible...

and e reason for tis behaviour is, dat person has mental problem... well....

burnt weekend!

a fully occupied weekend i can say... sat, wrk & class... sun, church & class... sun suppose to be my rest day eh... its so sian to go for class on a sun, smmore for consecutively 2 days (sat & sun)... *shake head*

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Due to sm personal problem, me nw gotto mk a decision for smthg... to continue or to give up?? might hv sm problem to continue... bt if i give up, isit a waste? really duno wat shld i do nw... *headache*

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duno y tis morning wake up, my eyes so swollen... ugly, hw to jian ren? -_-

p.s: ytd ate my fav rochor tau huay... haa... nice nice.. yum! :p

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update: 10pm now...

jz nw brought soda to west coast park for a walk... as usual, soda walked 3 steps, sat down for awhile... walked another 5 steps, sat down agn... at a point of time, she even lied dwn n refuse to continue to walk... thk she's jz too fat... haa...

im so tired... thk 2nite i really need to sleep early, so dat tmr i'll hv enuff energy for my class... haa.. if nt, i'll be like 2day, having heavy eyelids during lesson... keke...

yesterday & today

oooo... im sooo tired.... thk my bones r gg to scatter ard liao... those who walk pass me can gimme a hand and pick them up.. hahaa... *lame*

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went to the gym lz nite and i did some stretchings (whh i have not been doing for donkey years le)... and i realised my stretching was like "sh*t".. haha... isit bcos my body inflexible? or isit bcos me too long din do stretchings le? ok la, i thk its bcos im old liao...

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ytd parked my car at a particular hotel in orchard road for 2 hrs only and guess wat? it cost me $8.00!! wow... 2hrs=$8.00??!!! dat's ex, isnt it? smmore pple jz topped up $10 to my cashcard only lor, nw gotto top up agn...*sian* thk i'll nvr ever wana park thr agn le bah...
(for those who r interested to know whh hotel isit, may come n ask me)

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internal auditor is here... and tis guy is much betta than e other gal (external auditor)... much more polite whn asking qn...

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update: now is 2.55pm le according to my co's clock... everyday ard tis time, i'll feel sleepy & slacky.. heh...

nw im feeling so bored... waiting for e printer to print out 100 over pages of invoices... it tks a long time... so will blog while waiting... hee...

sudd got e craving for rochor tau huay & bie fu's ramen & prata & etc... haa... yes, im hungry... and i hvn been eating all these foods for quite some time le... (i seriously thk its time to arrange for them liao... wahaa...)

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i looked at her worried face, my heart breaks.... smtimes i jz wonder y facts r always so hard to accept...

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oh lord, i'll just cast all my worries to You cos You said "Ask, and it will be given to me. Seek, and i will find. Knock, and it will be opened to me." so now i ask and seek for Your help, and i noe You'll be there for me... if God, You are for me, who will against me...

About you!

find it quite accurate for myself... hee... u may give it a try yah... :)

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need a break

heard a bad news during e weekend... (kaoz.. 1 problem not solved, another problem comes) smmore nt everybody understand wat im gg thru now, some r still making me upset or still giving me more pressure... (some including quite a few pple, not only 1 or 2... hope pple will not misunderstood dat im emphasising on anybody..) anyway im not blaming anyone cos i noe they don mean it whn they duno anythg...

i noe all these problems will soon be solved bcos of Him... but right now, i juz nd some peace... din ask for more, but only peace...

His strength is perfect

His strength is perfect, when my strength is gone...

His strength is perfect, when i cant carry on...

its friday...

fast... real fast... today is friday le...

a lot of things happened in this week.. i can say its a happening week for me, so happening dat my heart almost cant tk it...

gg gym tonite to let out all my sweat... heh... really nd some exercises to mk my body stronger... (anyway hope today i wont b alone)

alrite, dat's all folks! hope u pple enjoy ur weekend...

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jz nw called my mum to tell her i wont b able to go hm for dinner tonite... den she chat wif me for awhile, aft dat i put dwn the phone... den a qn popped out in my mind : " errr... did i tell her im not hving dinner or im hving dinner???" jz a few mins ltr only eh, i can 4get abt wat i said to her...

den i called back...

me : jz nw i said not hving dinner or hving dinner huh??

mum : not hving dinner la.. aiyo...

me : oh.. hehe...

oh lord, i pray dat You'll increase my memory capacity... amen!

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hmmm... i jz wana say:

"doing the right thing wont hurt... but doing the right thing at the wrong time & in the wrong ways hurts..."

well, u might not agree wif me but anyway dat's wat i thk only... and im really hurt by the way pple say thgs, not by wat pple has said...

说真的，我真的觉得很受伤...

也许他们真的不了解我?? 也许我真的不了解他们?? 也许...?? 也许...??

但我知道我很在乎我的好朋友，如果今天他们发生了任何事，我都会尽我全力帮助， 就算我们可能还没有真的和好如初...

(gimme some time to be healed...)

Journey

It's a long long journey
Till I know where I'm supposed to be
It's a long long journey
And I don't know if I can believe
When shadows fall and block my eyes
I am lost and know that I must hide
It's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you
Many days I've spent drifting on through empty shores
Wondering what's my purpose
Wondering how to make me strong
I know I will falter, I know I will cry
I know you'll be standing by my side
It's a long long journey
And I need to be close to you
Sometimes it feels no one understands
I don't even know why I do the things I do
When pride builds me up till I can't see my soul
Will you break down these walls and pull me through?
Cause It's a long long journey
Till I feel that I am worth the price
You paid for me on calvary
Beneath those stormy skies
When Satan mocks and friends turn to foes
It feels like everything is out to make me lose control
Cause It's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you.

最熟悉的陌生人

无奈... 曾经那么熟悉的知心好友, 今天已变的好陌生...

曾经朝夕问候... 曾经互相倾诉... 曾经一起分享快乐与悲伤...

那都已成为了曾经....

我想我累了...

我想我选择放弃了...

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ytd experienced e "siamness" of some pple... smtimes i really don understand y pple wana siam.. doesnt want to tk e responsibility? lazy to tk e responsibility? scare to tk e responsibility? i duno..
pls, be fair to other pple... bcos of ur "siamness", sm innocent parties might hv to tk up ur responsibility... its v irresponsible for u to do dat... try to think for others....

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lz nite went jp's fish & co for dinner wif sm frens.. we tried e sambal fish thr and it was sooo delicious.. (yum.. yum... i'll definitely go n eat it agn...) aft dinner, we decided to go mustafa and shop... it was real fun man!(made me 4get abt e experiment of "siamness") we bought quite a few thgs thr... 1 of my frens is e 1st time to mustafa, and she was so amazed by e variety of thgs ovr thr... heh...

on e way hm, felt thirsty so decided to go selegie n eat sm tau huay... we love e tau huay ovr thr.. bt no more tau huay whn we rch thr, so we drank tau huay zui instead... (nice too!)

aft dat, we went hm.. by e time i rch hm is oredi very late... (so tired)

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today... another bz saturday agn... haiz...

Question 2

There's 2 rooms, Room A & Room B...
Room A, there's 3 light bulbs, (1) (2) and (3)...
Room B, there's 3 switches, (i) (ii) and (iii) which is for the 3 light bulbs at Room A.
You cant see Room A from Room B and vice versa.

Question : How do u find out which switch is for which light bulb?? if u can go into each room once..

* if u r interested in wat's e ans, ask me... :)

a brand new day

everyday's a new beginning... so 2day is a brand new day for me agn... heh...

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promised myself to lead a healthier life starting fr tis year... so ytd i made a decision.. (to make sure i do wat i promised to myself, "to save the trouble", "to be responsible")

hmm... i jz hope dat i can maintain it(or rather able to afford to maintain)... had tok to daddy abt it le, so now all i nd is Faith yah.. believe dat He will guide me thru w/o any other pple's hlp bt only His... will jz rest in Him...

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commit in smthg nw, bt oso gave up in smthg as well... had tried my best doing wat i shld do le... bt seems dat thr isnt any result... really xiang bu tong... e big ? is still in my mind... bt im too tired to contd guessing le... doin thgs dat r nt appreciated is so tiring... (esp whn im being said dat i don care abt oth's feeling, is so hurting)

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ok, dat's all for tis morning... mgr hvn come in yet, so got the time to 'eat snake'... haa... hope u guys enjoy ur day yah... :)

1st day of March

i personally don like e mth March of tis year... why? 2 reasons : 31 days in total (seems to be the longest month of the year, thou thr's still other months wif 31 days) and most impt, thr isnt any PUBLIC HOLIDAYs in the month... wat a boring month...

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was typing my blog halfway thru jz nw whn i received a call from my mum...

mum: soda vomitted again!

me: huh...

mum: aft vomitted, she breathless... like asthma attack...

me: HUH!!!

can smone wif lots of knowledge abt doggies and who's jz nice reading tis blog pls tell me, does dog has asthma?? its not the 1st time she's breathless le...

gg to brg her to the vet this time... gettg worried...