tuesday - last day of feb 2006

hmmm... how would u feel, if u saw something dat u don like or u will nvr wish to see??
noone else is to blame for the outcome, but only myself... its my decision, wat else can i say? Nothing... (all i can say is i did a wrong judgement)

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so pissed off with 1 (or suppose to be 2) of my coll... 1st one, duno too old or wat.. chk thgs oso cnnt chk properly... tell me cant find e inv he wants, ask me hlp him to find... 1 flip (ok mayb 2 or 3 flips) i found it... pls lor, i really huai yi did he really go n look for it himself, or he is just too lazy to do so, OR he is too old to see thgs properly... (thk im good enuff to hlp him thk of any kind of EXCUSES)
another one wana send sms to the manager abt the bank acc details, tells me she duno hw to use the hp(same model as mine) cos she jz bought it... ask me to her desk, look at her sms-ing e sms in such a slow speed.. (i mean if u r slow, n nt very sure hw to sms using this new hp of urs, pass the hp to me, i'll shw u in a faster way...) i got my own thgs to do oso leh... kaoz...

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din had lunch 2day... for a few reasons: 1) mgr no car to drive me out for lunch, so i oso lazy to go out and eat... (u'll understand if u r oso working in a ulu ulu place like me) 2) no appetite... 3) wan make use of my lunch time to fa xie fa xie... 4) mayb cn shun bian jian fei oso bah... haa...

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but im still glad dat thr's still a few kind souls in my office... kp offering me food to eat whn they see me not having anythg for lunch... (smtimes a simple action or a simple qn is good enuff to warm my heart..) :)

* ok, finish fa xie-ing le... time to go bk to wrk AGN... boring...
* btw thanks for whoever reading my blog, listening (or reading) my sorrows and angers... hehh...

result of being notti

tis is the result of being notti...

all boys & gals, if u don listen to the adults and run around, tis will be the result -- a wounded leg... haha..

stoney monday

aft taking e damn strong medicine, i had been knock out for 2 days...

wake up, eat breakfast, tk medicine, sleep...
wake up, eat lunch, tk medicine, sleep...
wake up, eat dinner, tk medicine, sleep...
(this is wat i hv been doing for last sat & sun...)

still feeling stone today... *_*
worse : i lost my voice! haiz...

The IN fashion

wat's IN now??

1) Nude color
2) Lace
3) Shirtdress
4) Baby doll
5) Pants shorts
6) Wedges
7) Nautical stripes
8) "Down-to-there" necklaces
9) Over-sized shades (ooo... i love tis the most... my fav..)
10) Wide belts

get ready for a change in ur wardrobe bah... hehe...

nerd?

haha.. do i look nerd?? hehee...

the wonder woman living in the Mars

i starts to don understand human beings -- im becuming a Martian

i starts to wonder a lot -- im becuming a wonder woman

im in earth bt seems dat nobody noes abt it -- im migrating to the Mars

so conclusion : im a wonder woman living in the Mars

* alrite, gg to the Mars now... see ya...

soda

soda (as in soh family's darling.. hehe..) she's so cute... love her so much...

lost the ability of judgement

thk i have lost the ability of judgement... i duno hw to judge who's true & who's not anymore... gettg more & more confused...

pple that i tot is true seems not to be... the one i tot can be the strongest and can last the longest has seems to start fading... wat a mistake i have made...

disappointment is the only word to describe my feeling nw....

* no matter wat, i'll still keep the good memories with me...

疯狂世界

如果说了后悔是不是一切就能倒退
回忆多么美活着多么狼狈
为什么这个世界总要叫人尝伤悲
我不能了解也不想了解
我好想好想飞
逃离这个疯狂世界
那么多苦那么多累
那么多莫名的泪水
我好想好想飞
逃离这个疯狂的世界
如果是你发现了我
也别将我挽回
想了你一整夜再也想不起你的脸
你是一种感觉写在夏夜晚风里面
青春是挽不回的水转眼消失在指间
用力的浪费再用力的后悔
我好想好想飞
逃离这个疯狂世界
那么多苦那么多累
那么多莫名的泪水
我好想好想飞
逃离这个疯狂的世界
如果是你发现了我
也别将我挽回....................

untitled

just finished my lunch...

ytd was really not my day... haiz.. nvm, today is a new day for me... everything restarts agn... (thou mood is still not dat good..)

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1 or 2 months ago, i said i wanted to start learning tennis... but 1 or 2 months ltr as at today, hvn even touch my tennis racket... heh... my mum helped me to book the court for this friday le, tot i can finally start with it...

BUT... timing buay ngam... too early... haiz... ask her to book a ltr timing, she go book so early... no choice, gotto wait for nx round, rebook agn lor.... (the tennis racket will remain lying in my cupboard)

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a fren is leaving s'pore, she's going to korea to work... so envy (from e bottom of my heart)... i wish i can be like her too... (really!)

anyway i just wana wish her all the best...

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read the reporter, zhi hao's blog.. saw smthing quite interesting : way to avoid elevator stops at every floor...
mayb can share wif u guys... and u guys may have a try on it... (esp those working in a high storey and are in a hurry to work)

The designers of some elevators include a hidden feature that is very handy if you're in a hurryor it's a busy time in the building (like check-out time in a hotel). While some elevators requirea key, others can be put into "Express" mode by pressing the "Door Close" and "Floor" buttons at the same time. This sweeps the car to the floor of your choice and avoids stops at any other floor.This seems to work on Most elevators that I have tried! Most elevators have the option for this to work,but on some of them the option is turned off by whoever runs them. This is a rather fun hack, so the next time you are on an elevator, give it a try, you have nothing to lose, And this concludes Hacking Elevators 101! "

din try before, don hv e chance to try oso... (cos i don work in a high storey & thr's no nd for me to tk lift at my wrk place) u guys go try it out, let me noe whethr it will success... ;)

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* today title is untitled cos i really cant thk of any title... heez...

today is wednesday, 22022006

a fren went for her tp today and she passed! haa... so happy for her... hee...
anyway just wana congrats her...

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ytd went shoppg wif bren, bought a lot of things... (just cant control myself... haha...) anyway i bought a pair of heels(shoes agn??!! - dat's my mum's reaction...), a princess t-shirt(as if, rite? wahaa..) and a pair of stylo-mylo retro glasses(as if agn, rite? hahaha...).

spent a lot la... bt nvm, mth end cuming whh means pay cuming oso... yeah!!

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saw a fren's blog writing :

frens wont be there when u need them... oh well..."each has their journey to take"...

* i might not agree wif this last time... but now... maybe i will bah...

neglected is my msn nick... y neglected?? cos im being neglected lor... *_*

Praise Him

watever happened, i'll still Praise His name forever... cos i noe better things will come along my way... Amen!

* since i chose to accept and believe in Him, i shld hav faith in Him...

stressful monday

having lunch now... so tot of blogging for a while...

its monday, and im having mon blue (as usual... haa...)

y is my title "stressful moday"??

1) customer is chasing aft me for thgs and suay suay my mgr tk urgent leave today... (faint) and i nd his hlp urgently... y he always like to choose the wrg timing to tk leave... haiz...

2) this morning, bren msn me reminded me today exam results will b out... (wa lau eh.. double attack) i noe my standard and i noe wat my results will b like... BUT... i still pray for miracle... *GOD!!!* hehe... anyway no matter wat, i did my best le... (wen xin wu kui.. can i say dat??!!)

* heart pip pop, pip pop, pip pop.... faster & faster & faster... cnnt tk it anymore... (ahhh...)
* oh heavenly father, i just wana pray for peace & miracle today... the righteous one pray in Jesus name, amen!

幸福的彩虹

幸福的彩虹到底在哪里???

Mistaken Identity

Im the child of God... Im righteous... but i sin... does dat means im a sinner??

Someone who is a lawyer, drives... does dat means he/she is a driver??

Someone who is a teacher, cooks... does dat means he/she is a cook??

NO... my identity is the child of God and im righteous, whether i sin or not, im still the child of God and im still righteous in Christ... cos my sins are already all taken away by Him on the cross...

A good guy will still sin, just like a bad guy will sometimes still do something good...

(I thank God for all the things He has done for me... He is great, He is good, He is the one true God... I praise Him in everything cos He is worthy of my praise...)

* wrote this after hearing Ps Prince's msg today...

she's back from the mars...

Article & drawing by Sammi Cheng
*pic saved from sammicheng.popztv.com

summary of the article : she said dat her 60+days vacation has finally come to an end, and she has oredi started work.. (she oso mentioned in the article dat she's so happy to be back to Earth from Mars??!!)

* finally she's back.. yeah.. waited for so long liao... hee...

Zzzzz....

hw good will it be if i can continue sleeping, dreaming... hee... im sooo sleepy... slept for only 3hrs den gotto wake up, get ready to go wrk liao...

today is a long day for me man! (si bei sian... argh...) half day in office... (sat come wrk really duno for wat!!! slacking all ard, wastage of my time...) another half day going for class... (so sleepy & tired, hw to pay attn in class??!!)

imagine my saturday will b burnt off just like dat... u say sian anot... *shake head*

Question 1

One fine day, a glass and a mug was walking across the street together, and suddenly a bus was coming towards them..... The glass died but the mug was alive.

The question is : Why did the glass died and the mug is still alive??


* those who noes the ans, u knew it.
* those who duno the ans and would like to noe, can cum ask me...
* but ans a bit lame la... just for the fun of it... heezz....

TGIF

blog for a while before going hm... hee...

TGIF!! but sianz... tmr still nd to wrk & oso got class... boring...

even more SIAN... 2day friday but no prog.... (wat??!! no prog??) nvm lor, go home watch my er nan zai ji dian's vcd... look at my shuai shuai xiao mei... haa... and also do my homewrk(??!!) (really la.. can believe me anot... haha...)

(update: in e end i still went out, and indeed i really din do my homewrk... haaa...)

Meaningful lyrics

雨后的城市, 寂寞又狼狈
路边的座位, 它空着在等谁
我拉住时间, 它却不理会
有没有别人跟我一样很想被安慰
风停了又吹, 我忽然想起谁
天亮了又黑, 我过了好几岁
心暖了又灰, 世界有时候孤单的很需要另一个同类
爱收了又给, 我们都不太完美
梦作了又碎, 我们有几次机会去追
不晓得为什么爱又稀少又昂贵
云在半空中被微风剪碎
回忆也许美, 可是正在飞走, 对不对
天亮了又黑, 我又过了好几岁...

** the lyrics is so meaningful... **

是你变了吗?

people change as time goes by... no matter isit outlook or appearance or character or etc (watever u can thk of)...

notice some changes in one of my frens recently... not very sure why the sudd change (still puzzled til now)... it does affect me a little (really a little??!!). --ok, im quite disappointed la.. used to tok to this fren abt everything under the sun, but now... not anymore... -we r drfting apart.. (isit bcos of the change in this fren? or isit wat, wat isit? seriously, i duno... and i really wish to noe..)

anyway... from my point of view: shouldnt frens be frank wif each other? shouldnt frens be sharing any happiness or sadness or everything wif each other? (unless u dont treat me as one, den i hv nothing to say)

but watever it is, i just hope dat we can be back to as close as before, as fun as before... cos i really treasure this friendship...

the never-finished ba kwa in office

CNY is over... bt the ba kwa is still hanging ard... haa... EVERYDAY (almost la) my colleague will heat up the ba kwa kept in the fridge, den ask all of us to eat... i mean i love to eat ba kwa but not dat much la (rembr almost everyday leh)... its so fattening... im on diet, ok... hehe...
p.s: u may think i can dont eat mah, but pai say to reject my colleague la, pple purposely heat up for us... {err.. was dat an excuse??} hahaa...

tao tia... ba dor tia...

feeling sick man! tao tia.. ba dor tia.. damn sian...
BUT im still going orchard shopping 2nite... hahahaa.......

Nothing betta to do...

took this pic (the view from my room) on a friday evening...y? cos nothing betta to do... hehh....

I Not Stupid Too!

ytd went to watch I Not Stupid Too. (p.s: this is the 1st time i step into cinema to watch a local production movie. I had nvr done this before... dont ask me wat's the reason...)
ok, anyway I Not Stupid Too really change my impression of local pdt movie... the movie is good... true... (as in how parents nowadays neglected their children) meaningful... (as in letting us noe hw impt it is to praise pple ard u or letting them noe tt they r impt to u)
i laughed, i cried through out the movie... lots of funny parts... lots of touching parts... for those who has not watch, may try watching it... its nice... (at least to me...) heez...

new kid on the blog

still exploring how does the whole thing works... pls wait patiently for more interesting posts bah... hee...